On another note, I've started back to work. It is hard to leave him every morning. I cry but I have managed not to cry at work. I think it is partly because I have split my lunch break to be able to pump every day to continue breastfeeding. I think this keeps my emotions in check at work to my surprise. I feel like I am still able to provide for him even while I am away and it makes me feel really good. It also gives me time to check in on him and think about him, work aside. I do think breastfeeding is the hardest thing I have ever done. It is a monsterous commitment but I know it is worth it and I have kept at it but look forward to the end. It is much easier than it was the first several weeks. The hardest part about going back to work is the guilt I feel for only seeing bryce a few hours a day and on weekends. I know lots of mamas out there do it, I try and remind myself of that.
Monday, September 6, 2010
Majority votes Bryce looks like David
On another note, I've started back to work. It is hard to leave him every morning. I cry but I have managed not to cry at work. I think it is partly because I have split my lunch break to be able to pump every day to continue breastfeeding. I think this keeps my emotions in check at work to my surprise. I feel like I am still able to provide for him even while I am away and it makes me feel really good. It also gives me time to check in on him and think about him, work aside. I do think breastfeeding is the hardest thing I have ever done. It is a monsterous commitment but I know it is worth it and I have kept at it but look forward to the end. It is much easier than it was the first several weeks. The hardest part about going back to work is the guilt I feel for only seeing bryce a few hours a day and on weekends. I know lots of mamas out there do it, I try and remind myself of that.
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